Thursday, November 7, 2019

This Girl


This Girl . . . 

will never be homecoming queen . . . 
or be inducted into National Honor Society.

She will never be included
when the "cool" kids plan
next summer's
pool party.

This girl doesn't go to
football games 
or 
basketball games
because
she doesn't want to go alone.

This girl doesn't get invited
to birthday parties 
or 
sleepovers
or 
movie nights with friends . . . 
because they never ask.

She will never be a
star athlete - 
heck, she wasn't even
allowed to be on 
Student Council 
when that was the 
ONLY 
thing she could actually do.

She says she doesn't mind,
"It's OK, mama,"
she says
when I weep . . . 
but you don't know
she walks alone
down the hallways
of her school . . . 

Because you do not see her 
this girl
of mine. 

But every night she cuddles near
and asks,
"Want to hear about my day, mama?"
And, of course,
I stop
and drop whatever I am doing
to listen to her tell me
minute by minute
who said what 
and
who is friends with who
and that there is a
football game 
on 
Friday night . . . 
but, "It's OK, mama,"
she says with a smile,
"I'll stay home with you and Daddy
and we can have a
movie night, just the three of us."

So when you are announcing 
the amazing accomplishments 
of your child 
who is
whole
healed
strong
intelligent
on the Honor Roll
or
captain of the volleyball team
please remember . . . 
this girl
still walks alone 
down the long hallways
of her life. 

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